I don't know how to describe how i feel,the best way i can explain it is eagerness for what ever the world wants to throw at me. I must say i found my passion,rather to say i knew what it was all along i just was too stubborn to acknowledge it i was too self critical and thought of settling for something else that was easy and relaxed...i was trying to wuss out tbh. ill face it and throw my all into it...i am beginning to ramble, i just had to express this somewhere.